Laowai

I’m feeling as big as a mountain right about now. I had a doctor appointment this morning – everything looks good. I’m down to the once a week doctor visits which makes everything seem so imminent. I’m trying to soak in the special feeling of being pregnant for these last few weeks. I like nothing better than to sit in the evening and bare my huge belly and wait for her to start kicking. I’m also trying to soak in the precious moments with Bea while she is still an only child. We talk about the baby sister often but we’ve been doing that for so long I don’t think she can really imagine what is going to happen. I guess I can’t quite imagine it either. I hope that she will adjust without too much trouble. The thought of having to grab just one of my babies when they both need soothing breaks my heart. And of course I can’t stop thinking please don’t come out until your Grandma arrives baby – please, please, please.